My Hockey Star Heard Me Stop Loving Him

Chapter 2

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I spent the night in an airport hotel because it was the only place I could book without thinking.

At seven the next morning, the building manager called.

“Ms. Carter, several large boxes addressed to you were left outside the service entrance. Residents have complained. Could you arrange pickup?”

Those boxes were everything I owned.

I had shipped them ahead because I had not planned to leave Boston again. Clothes, books, work files, my grandmother’s watch, and the stuffed wolf Ryan had won for me at a minor-league carnival before anyone knew his name.

By the time I reached the apartment building, rain was coming down hard enough to blur the street.

The service entrance was empty.

Chloe came around the corner in slippers, carrying an iced coffee.

“You’re finally here,” she said. “Those boxes were blocking the door, so I moved them.”

“Where?”

She pointed toward the dumpsters.

For a second, I could not understand the word.

Then I ran.

The cardboard had collapsed in the rain. My clothes lay in dirty water. Books I had carried through three cities had swollen open like dead birds. A framed photograph of my grandmother had cracked beneath a trash bag.

I dropped to my knees and dug through everything.

The stuffed wolf was near the bottom, one glass eye missing, its gray fur dark with rain.

Ryan had given it to me the night he was cut from his first junior team. He had been eighteen, furious and humiliated, and I had spent the last money in my account traveling three hours just to sit beside him in a parking lot.

He won the wolf for me at a rigged carnival game and said, “Keep it until I make the league.”

I kept it long after he did.

“Emma, what are you doing?”

Ryan stood behind me beneath a black umbrella, one hand around Chloe’s shoulders.

I rose slowly, holding the ruined toy against my chest.

“Why did you throw away my things?”

Chloe’s face crumpled with practiced hurt. “Ryan said you two were over. I thought you didn’t want them.”

Ryan stepped in front of her. “They’re boxes of junk. Stop screaming at her.”

His thoughts came sharp and confused.

*Why did she send so much?*

*Was she really planning to stay?*

*She still has the wolf.*

Out loud, he said, “You left. What did you expect?”

“I expected the person I loved for seven years not to call my life garbage.”

People had begun gathering beneath the awning. Someone recognized Ryan. Phones appeared.

A young woman in a team beanie whispered, “Is that the girl from last night?”

Another glanced at Chloe and frowned. “I thought Chloe was his girlfriend.”

Chloe attended games in the family section. She appeared at charity events, team dinners, and holiday parties. She had been photographed leaving Ryan’s apartment so many times that the public had already decided what she was to him.

I was the secret Ryan claimed he was protecting.

Now I looked like the intruder.

One fan lifted her phone closer. “Is she some stalker ex?”

Ryan heard her.

He did not correct her.

His thoughts whispered, *Emma is not the other woman.*

His arm stayed around Chloe.

The rain ran down my face, cold enough to hurt.

For seven years, I had taken overnight flights after work, slept in airports, and watched Ryan play from seats I bought myself because he said public attention would destroy my peace.

Meanwhile, Chloe had been standing under the arena lights in his jersey, smiling like she belonged there.

I looked directly at the phone recording me.

“My name is Emma Carter,” I said. “Ryan and I were together for seven years.”

Ryan’s head snapped toward me.

Chloe went still.

“I moved here because he asked me to,” I continued. “I arrived last night and found my best friend living in our bedroom.”

The fan’s mouth fell open.

Ryan seized my elbow. “Enough.”

His grip was tight.

*Don’t humiliate me in public.*

*Come upstairs. I’ll explain.*

I pulled free.

“You had seven years to explain.”

I bent down once more, searching for my grandmother’s watch. I found the velvet case, but it was empty.

Chloe’s gaze slid away too quickly.

My chest tightened.

“Where is the watch?”

“I don’t know,” she said.

Ryan’s phone buzzed. He glanced at the screen and swore under his breath.

The video was already online.

A headline appeared within minutes.

**RYAN HAYES CONFRONTED BY ‘SECRET GIRLFRIEND’ OUTSIDE LUXURY CONDO**

By the time I left the rain, strangers were debating whether I was lying.

Ryan had hidden me so well that the truth sounded like obsession.