Painful desire

"Leave me alone, Shantal!" ash said annoyed to me.

He's my husband, actually I'm probably the only one who calls him husband because he never once considered me his wife.

And his family just forced him to marry me, so he followed it against his will.

I smiled at myself in front of the mirror and wiped my tears.

I know that he didn't love me, because he still hopes that his ex girlfriend or let's say ex fiance will come back to him.

Our scene at the mansion is always fighting, sometimes he ignores me like I'm just wind by his side.